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My boyfriend and I broke up yesterday. Istill haven't got use to it, it has only been 1 dy so far so, maybe it gets easier. We took the desicion together as we thought that it would be the best thing to do.

-March 19th we would have been togehter for 2 years. We are still friends, we write eachother and dtuff. For e it was very important to stay fruends with him, and he felt/feels the same way.

Right after we took the desicion he said he would cut his hair off, Completely. AND HE DID! He showed me a picture today over messenger, so weird, it looked good. He looks good.

I know we still are in touch but I feel kinda empty in away. I - we still have feelings for eachother but we couldnt make it work. Maybe when we are a bit older we can try again. Or we just stay friends. I know I don't want to loose him , and not have him in my life.

(but I'm still sad about him and I being over)

/JD <3

Sucks

I got an apartment! I really thought that I wouldn't get it, it's small, but big enough for me. Iwas so happy, but it seemed to easy, nothing I do is that easy. Too good to be true.

- yes. Too good to be true. I can't efford it. I thought I could just fill out some apers at school, and then I could get more money, so I could finally move out. but NOOOOO. I have to be twenty, or live at least 25 km sway from my parents, or serious problems at home, abd normal teenage problems DOESN*T count, and maybe other stuff too. It sucks. I was suppoes to sign under o the appartment tomorow.

I told the man no, that I couldn't afford the place. sucks. I was really happy. and the that shit happened, hate the rules about SU (a thing we got in Denmark, don't know the english word, sorry). And I cried, 3 times because of it, kinda weird cos im not a cryer. Broke down 2 times in front of people, embarresing, Hate crying.

Well now I have to wait untill I have finished school to leave home.

Confused?

Hi.

It's been awhile. I can't really say I have been bussy, well maybe a bit. I haven't really experienced anything worth writing about.

I was sick the 23th of decmeber till the 25th-ish and I was sick newyears. woop for me. (sick yesterday too) Don't know what's going on. Maybe the food that I eat, or not eat can have something to do about it.

I got a necklace from my boyfriend for my birthday/chrismas. I love it :)

My mom asked me some weird questions yesterday about my health and stuff, she thibk I could have diabetes. hmm. Bit of a shocker. So I have thought bout that all day to day. I'm getting my bloodsuga testet (or what you call it) tomorow. I don't hope that I have it, cos I'm only 19.

Well that was kinda it..

so bye <3

/JD

Sick

I'm sick. I have been home now for 2 days.last week I was sick too. I don't want to be sick, it's boring. and I dont want to fall behind in school, espesially not now!

I have watched Viva La Bam. Very good think too watch while sick. Disguting too, so it's a good mix.

Boring but still a bit relaxing. without the sick part it would be great , :P

I have been drinking a lot of tea, (well I always do that) and a lot of SLEEPING and SNEEZING and, yummy.

I finally have internet on my laptop! I don't have to use the computer in the livingroom! I like a lot! So im writing all this shit from my room. :)

PS. I look like shit. (nothing ne about that)

Home from Amsterdam

I got home from Amsterdam friday night.

I went there with my class, it was SO much fun and we got much closer han before, wich I like, duh. I love Amsterdam, it was my second time there and I would like to go back there some day and I would like to see the rest of the Netherlands too. And I am part dutch so that is just perfect. :)

The bikes are crazy there, they have to work on that.

There are WAY to many peagons (you know the bird, I dont know how to spell it) as Im deadly affraid of them, so it was a nightmare for me.

The smoke - you know what kind of smoke that I'm talking about, the smell really started to get to me. Happy to be home to fresh air.

Anyways, I still want to go back there someday. AND DO SOME SHOPPING! Holy shit so many shops/stores! LOVE IT. And my class is the best, I didn't got drunk though, hmm, well I have vacation now so, Mwuahaha.

2.Q Love you guys and we are done in the summer :)

IAMsterdam

Picnic With My Love

Yesterday I went on a picnic (as the title says) with my boyfriend <3

It was really nice and fun. The weather wasn't that good or stabil, so we had the picnic at the trainstation, with blancket and all. It was some time ago since we had seen eachother, so just to hold him made me so happy :) how girly of me. But yeah, we played at the trainstation and stuff. SO much fun,, and SO much candy,.

I hope to see him in this weekend so he better not have any plans. I can always kidnap him :P

Now I have to write an english paper, oh no! As you (maybe if there are anyone who reads this, and I think NO) can see I'm not that good at engkish.

Bye bye xx

BEE!

I got stung by a bee today, on my dobblechin! it still hurts like hell! Its a wierd place I know, but it's typycal me.

I suck at this

As the title says; I suck at this, this meaning, hmm, not eaverything but alot of things, like buzznet, and doing my homework. I just can't get started on doing my danish essay. I know what to do and stuff but yeah I guess I'm just lazy.

Right now I'm sweatting like a pig.

I'm going to the gym tomorrow, HA, I'm actually dragging my lazy ass to the effing gym! well a friend of mine is going with my, so I guess she's the one that does all the dragging, heh.

I'm so bored. DO YOUR HOMEWORK.

Bye

Stuff 'n' stuff

Just got home from school, it was a long day but as long as could have been or could have felt like.

Now I'm 'just' gonna write a bio rapport, supposed to be handed in 1 minute before midnight. Oh thats not going to be that hard.... YES! Cos I already wrote the rapport but somehow I deleted it, completely. HAve to do it ALL over again and my brain has decited not to exists anymore. Let's see how it goes, if I hand it an at all. I hope I do.

Oh, and this, this is just the most random thing that will ever exist. Me writing about, yeah, nothing.

I might have some spelling errors but english is not my first language, so I feel in titled to it.

I feel really naucious right now, maybe I ate too much? hmm I probably did. wouldn't be a surprise. Somethings I just can't control.

well, yeah, my first blog. well first I wrote was mote shit than this, so I deleted it..

Bye for now.

/JD